Yuan Ann

北京我来了

2011-09-05T10:11:00.001-07:00

已经很久没有在自己的博客写下心情了。今天是我在去北京读书的前一晚，心情总觉得怪怪的。不知道是高兴还是紧张。明天的我应该是真的长大了，要处理的东西全部都要一手包办。要成长就要学会吃苦，好过的更好就要努力。北京我来了

2009-05-27T21:32:00.000-07:00

This sunday will be my last day of promoter life , i had been working as a promoter for 1 (1/2)year . After that , I will be going to china first to setter my uncle stuff with my parent and then by the time i return i am going to wait for the time to enter national service. Let wish that when the times goes by, I may complete all the stuff i always achieve. [I will keep the target to myself] Seletar Camp June 22

If there is a chance i can grab on to your hand ,i will never let go easily and not matter what consequences it all very worth it. I am a man of my words.

2009-05-25T20:37:00.000-07:00

你还是要走留下孤单的我头也不回狠心放我在雨中
找不到出口回忆流向海中怎么也忘不了你一举一动
停格的画面你的身影已不见从今后再也没有什么值得伤悲
OH~爱给的那么多我没有怨尤拾起心碎的梦
好想和你聊聊天听听你的声音就已足够
OH~爱给的那么多我只是你寂寞时的朋友
时间能抚平伤口让我疲惫的灵魂找到了解脱
This one of my favourite song and the lyric is really meaningful.

2009-05-20T19:53:00.001-07:00

What i want? When to start ?Which is the correct path? Am i going to do this forever? Recently when i am on my way to work ,these few question kept on appearing on my mind. I cant get any motivevation on what i am doing and that why i am feeling very frustrated.
Standing under the hot sun for 10 hour ,the feeling is very terrible. That why i kept on asking myself am i going to do this forever? THE ANSWER IS NO!.
I am a person that has a target but i had never any of my target before. No matter what target i want to reach like example (Study ,Working and Girl) ,I just lack of the courage and confidence to go for it .
Am i going to be like this forever?

2009-04-27T02:47:00.001-07:00

I had not been blogging for a long time because i am really busying working all day long. I recently join a need new company called *King Koil *. It is totally very different with what i used to work as a promoter in Andre Valentino , i became more and more confidence in communicating with people and how to handle problem well. Working in king koil is much more tiring than when i selling shoes , it not totally about the standing hour but it about faceing all kind problem and carrying stock . Because i am a new comer , i always told myself i got to volunter every stuff when in working.
Working is not totally about the pay but it about the experience and aslo help me to build up my basic. So not matter how tired am i ,i told myself i still need to carry on.
Time for me going to National service is coming nearer and nearer,not much time to waste anymore. Times is really going very fast and i am older and older . Work Hard !!

2009-03-08T19:36:00.000-07:00

2009-02-28T19:53:00.000-08:00

长江后浪推前浪

2009-02-26T15:32:00.000-08:00

People must remember one thing ! Before we are getting the age of 40+ , we must have a basic job that able to take care of all your Family needs . It a responsibility for guys to show that they are able to take care of our own family well and make sure they will have a life without any worry.
I used to hang out in Kallang bahru that district area ,aimlessly slacking with my uncle and his friends .Their age is about 40 to 50 and my age during that time was about 15 . I enjoyed hearing their story and the story was like *Everywhere they go ,they are in control and everywhere they control ,everybody will fucking rolled*. Yeah that the story i always hear from them but i never heard before how well had they taken good care of their family.
Recenlty i bump into one of my uncle friend outside,we had a chat at the nearby coffe shop .He told me his life isnt getting better from the past to now,he went for interview but was rejected due to age problem. These society is very cruel and once you have the age ,you will be replace anytime.

Make sure of time when we are young to build up the basic

Yuan Ann
27feb09

2009-02-18T04:41:00.001-08:00

Yesterday i went to CMPB (central man power base) for medical check-up and check on for my enlistment date. They told me that i will be going in 3 month time and told me that i will be going to PES *E* due to i have medical certificate to prove .
When in school , i used to hope that i will be able to grow up fast . But yesterday before i step in to the gate of CMPB ,i suddenly got a weird feeling .It just like *Dam* i am going to service National Service soon , times like flying so fast . Although i know my National Servive will be having a easy life ,but i still got to lose my 2 years of freedom to them .
If i am not wrong, my time in the camp will be 8 to 6.30 .I gona make use of the time to attend night class at night and get a better grade and i will be able to have more choices afrer the 2 year.
In my life , there are 4 things i hope that i will be able to obtain will be Career,Family ,Healthy and *True Love *.

In conclusion,life is going too fast. Choice to path you want correctly,once you enter it *Dont REGRET*.

Yuan Ann
Feb 172009

2009-02-14T01:36:00.000-08:00

Today is Valentine's day . For people who are in relationship , this will be the time when you will be able to enjoy your day with your partner. But for those who are single like me , this will be the time when is either we have early night today (and tmr will be fine day) or go out and have a drinks at night with some buddys who are aslo lonely. Let hope that i will be able to enjoy myself today :D

Yuan Ann 14 feb 2009

2009-02-12T23:02:00.000-08:00

2009-02-02T17:54:00.000-08:00

Yuan Ann
feb02 2009

2009-02-01T19:43:00.000-08:00

Sometime life is strange. When we are a nobody,we will hope to be somebody but when we are a somebody yet we hope to be a nobody. People just dont feel easily satisfied to the life they are having with,they will either want more or less in their life. So people know when to be satisfied then you will happy and perfect life.

Yuan Ann
feb01 2009

2009-01-25T07:06:00.000-08:00

Chines New Year will be arriving in about an hour time...
Let me make a wish for the coming Chines New Year...

1) Hope everyone stay healthy ...
2) Always Stay in Cheerful mood....
3) Economy getting better ....
4) To ********-Alway Be happy , stay cheerful and do well for your coming National exam .
Last but not least
5) To all my Buddy and Friends that i know .-Hope you guys will do well in everything and less trouble. Remember always do what you think it good for you.

Happy CHines New Year
Yuan Ann jan 25 09
HUAT AH! :D

2009-01-24T08:10:00.000-08:00

Recently i had been read a book call *Open The Door Of Your Heart*.This book is talking about The Buddhist tales of Happines and the book was written by Ajahn Brahm.There is different topic in every chapter , they show me a way to deal with some kind of situation in a easier way and stay cheerful .

The first few topic i had read was about *Anger* ,*True Love* and the view of *Friendship*.

*Anger*- Anger is not a clever response.Wise people are happy and cheerful all time in every different situation.They will deal with matters they had carefully and make sure they kept clam down all time. So before acting on something ,think wise.

*True Love*-The trouble with romance is that when the fantasy is broken,the disappointment can badly hurt us.In those romantic love,people dont really love their partner,they only love the way their partner make they feel.True love is selfless love,true love is rare.

*Friendship*- For me to deal with friendship, i will keep to myself who can make friend with and who cant. The best way to deal with friendship is to *Forgive and Forget*.I got this word from my friend last few year on his msn nick. Friends are divided into group (1) Hi !Goodbye! friend,(2) Playmate friend and last but no least(3) true friend . I used to have a bunch a friends outside ,we use to mix together and have fun and Some of them had 13 years of frienship .But as we grown up to face the soicety there are some still contact,some hi!good Bye ! and some totally gone.

It time to end ..I will write more about what the book had told when i am done with it

Yuan Ann
24thjan2009

2009-01-20T16:16:00.000-08:00

Had been working on the floor stack event for the past few days. The sales at BHG isnt really good so sometime i will walk around BHG ,pretending i am new manager.(For that,i recieved alot of complaint that the Andre Valentino Boy had been walking around).<--tmd -_-
I finally recieved my pay yesterday,but then i realise that my break doesnt count in to my pay.Less about 100 buck ,if not i gona have 1000+++. Tagretting some of the shoes and shirt,going to get them all when i gona meet a bunch of Homies~~for shopping.
Chines new year is coming during this bad economy , hope everything will be fine after the Chines New Year is Over.
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I had being to doing some silly stuff during the past few year.I gona make a right the decision before i carry out . (NOT gona let this happen again )

Yuan Ann
21thjan 2009

2009-01-18T07:27:00.000-08:00

I had been chatting with my colleage from china for the past few days when i was working ,they told me about how hard they are trying to make a living in Singapore and how badly their salary was. In order for them to came all the way from China to Singapore to work,they have to sign a contract with a Agent for letting them have the working permit to work in Singapore. The Agent will took away $400 from their salary every month, their standard salary they had is just $1200. They had to use to use their remaining 800 buck properly,the contract goes like they cant change job ,they cant get marry in Singapore and more.....
Many people in this world are trying all their best to make a living even if the condition isnt really nice. That why in future even you wants to find a toliet washing job will be very hard.
The conculsion of the view if you able to grab hold a chance ,never let it go easily in everything.

I found an old song from youtube and i think i like the lyrics very mcuh
是否我们总是俳徊在心门之外谁知道又和你相聚在人海命运如此安排总叫人无奈这些年过得不好不坏只是好像少了一个人存在而我渐渐明白你仍然是我不变的关怀(有多少爱可以重来,有多少人愿意等待,当懂得珍惜以后回来却不知那份爱会不会还在,有多少爱可以重来有多少人值得等待当爱情已经桑田沧海是否还有勇气去爱) .

Old song able to let us feel relax ,that is why i perfer listerning to old song then some new song

Yuan Ann
18 Jan 2009

2009-01-16T17:07:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was the first day of the promotion at BHG..
Reach BHG at 7.40am to pack store and organise the display of the floor stack,working until from 8am to 10.30pm. Sometime customer always came in the wrong time ,I am doing my price tag yet the customer take other brand shoes and came to me .DAM! ..

3 more days then my pay is out. The pay is part of my motivation when working..SO COME out Fast so that i find some life for myself....

Will be busying working until Jan 22...so Good LUCK FOR MYSELF

YUan Ann
17thjan2009

2009-01-14T16:56:00.000-08:00

Yesterday night i recieved a letter form CMPB...I got inform that i have to report on Feb 17 9am for the National Service registration and Medical screening. In that case if i am not wrong,i will mostly start my national service on March something...
Watching my friends busying chosing the course and the poly they want or some are considering whether they should take a better grade for Os , the Result of the O-level are making a great impact that make most of my friends including me EMO~~thinking of the future and making the right decision. HAIZ....Life will not going to be the same again.
I make a promise with someone ,telling her that i am coming to collect my result confidently and pay her a visit . WIth my result ...How embrassing ,i dont even dare to talk to her much.
Maybe it not a big deal but it will be my Big regret....
Must Always remember ...In singapore IS either you got a skill or you got a cert if not you will never have a bright future and dont even think of surving...
YUan Ann
15 jan 2009

2009-01-13T18:51:00.000-08:00

How will my life going to be in future? Am i going to be a chef after i service my National service or am i going to ITE for higher nitec.... I had been figuring for myself after i got my result on Monday.
For 2008, i realise that i had been wasting 1 year in secondary 5. From the beging of the Term,my form class teacher Mr Chan told me to reconsider everything if i want to carry on my study in sec 5 and yet my reply is why not trying... But from my view ,I DID NOT EVEN TRY AT ALL. I told myself I dont have to feel sad but there is still an uneasy feeling surrounding me.I let my parent down.When i am studying,they give me $10 everyday but i feel like it all goes to waste.
I lose out in everything in study, girl and more...
I Gona make a different this time round...searching of everything that able to make me success .

It really Feeling Great to express myself in blog, i think i gona write it for often

Yuana Ann
14 Jan 2009